Exhausted.

Going to work right now is kind of like trying to run while knee-deep in molasses. You can make progress, but you pay for every inch, and it always seems like everything you do just leads to /more/ stuff that must be done nownownow.

It's the learning curve, that I know. I feel somewhat helpless and frustrated because there are just so many things I still don't know, and they tend to be the kind of things that you don't /realize/ you don't know until someone asks, because you didn't even know it was there to not know. So, every day I come home, and I'm just brain-tired to the core. I am actually relatively /cheerful/ and upbeat, but I'm just so /tired/ that at the same time, I'm easily prone to moroseness and the occasional explosion of tears for no good reason.

It's kind of weird.