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[pyrephox]

This is just one of those days.

It's not a particularly bad day. It's not a particularly good day, either, although it's had its high points. But I'm just...blah. I can't help but wonder: Could I live on student loans alone? I probably could. It would be difficult, but I could do it. And then I think, But that's dumb.

Sigh.

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[fadedstarx.livejournal.com]

Living on student loans is what I'm trying to do now -- or, what I want to do, I should say. I feel like I'm in an all-or-nothing situation here, and I may as well go for broke. Yeah, it's "dumb," but being "smart" hasn't done anything for me, either.

[pyrephox.livejournal.com]

I just hate to try it, especially when I know that my paycheck pays my rent. Without it, my bank account would be dwindling pretty rapidly. And since I probably won't be able to work while I do my internship...I'd just like to try and stay above water, y'know?

But /god/ is it tempting.

[fadedstarx.livejournal.com]

I've never been offered enough money to live off of at any job I've worked at, so I wouldn't know what it's like to afford a living. It's probably also the reason why I'm hellishly bitter about working in general. One of the main reasons why I'm in school now is so that I don't have to work. I'll use the summer months to work off whatever loans I've taken out.