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Bah. Had to send my games and my books back to the library. I didn't get past the train in Silent Hill 3...kept getting run over. Splat, smuuuuush. *sigh* I probably would have gotten farther in Fatal Frame, but about the time I figured out what I was doing wrong, I got sick and didn't have the patience for it any more.
On the bright side, I seem to be mending. Yay!
Oooh. Cool thing: song lyrics from the SH3 OST. I really like this song, maybe for the image of a little ten-year-old girl at her writing desk, working this out. Maybe just because the singer has a lovely, lovely voice. Anyway.
A letter to my future self:
Am I still happy ,I began?
Have I grown up pretty?
Is Daddy still a good man?
Am I still friends with Carlene?
I'm sure that I'm still laughing.
Aren't I, aren't I?
Hey there to my future self,
if you forget how to smile,
I have this to tell you,
remember it once in a while.
Ten years ago your past self
prayed for your happiness.
Please, don't lose hope.
Oh, what a pair, me and you
put here to feel joy,
nothing blue.
Sad times and bad times, see them through.
Soon we will know if it's for real
what we both feel.
*Spoken*
Though I can't know for sure
how things worked out for us,
no matter how hard it gets,
you have to realize:
we weren't put on this earth
to suffer and cry.
We were made for being happy.
So be happy. For me.
For you.
Please.
*Spoken*
Oh what a pair, me and you.
Put here to feel joy,
nothing blue.
Sad times and bad times, see them through.
Soon we will know if it's for real
what we both feel.
We were put here on this earth,
put here to feel joy...
Kinda sad and hopeful song. And maybe something worth remembering, sometime. :)
I wish I were still young enough to write horrific poetry without realizing just how horrific it really is. Not that I ever showed my poetry to anyone (except my highschool English teacher, but he kept 'borrowing' my only copies and never giving them back, drat the man), but it was bad. And yet, I liked it. :P
On the bright side, I seem to be mending. Yay!
Oooh. Cool thing: song lyrics from the SH3 OST. I really like this song, maybe for the image of a little ten-year-old girl at her writing desk, working this out. Maybe just because the singer has a lovely, lovely voice. Anyway.
A letter to my future self:
Am I still happy ,I began?
Have I grown up pretty?
Is Daddy still a good man?
Am I still friends with Carlene?
I'm sure that I'm still laughing.
Aren't I, aren't I?
Hey there to my future self,
if you forget how to smile,
I have this to tell you,
remember it once in a while.
Ten years ago your past self
prayed for your happiness.
Please, don't lose hope.
Oh, what a pair, me and you
put here to feel joy,
nothing blue.
Sad times and bad times, see them through.
Soon we will know if it's for real
what we both feel.
*Spoken*
Though I can't know for sure
how things worked out for us,
no matter how hard it gets,
you have to realize:
we weren't put on this earth
to suffer and cry.
We were made for being happy.
So be happy. For me.
For you.
Please.
*Spoken*
Oh what a pair, me and you.
Put here to feel joy,
nothing blue.
Sad times and bad times, see them through.
Soon we will know if it's for real
what we both feel.
We were put here on this earth,
put here to feel joy...
Kinda sad and hopeful song. And maybe something worth remembering, sometime. :)
I wish I were still young enough to write horrific poetry without realizing just how horrific it really is. Not that I ever showed my poetry to anyone (except my highschool English teacher, but he kept 'borrowing' my only copies and never giving them back, drat the man), but it was bad. And yet, I liked it. :P
