Bleh.

[pyrephox]

Laid down. Took a nap. Feel a bit better...partially because the sun has gone down, so it has to start getting cooler /eventually/. I hope. God, I hope.

Today I ran face first into a glass door. I wasn't, for the record, in a good mood /before/ that. For the past several days, I have been...extremely unhappy. In a quiet sort of way. It's not a in your face sort of discontent, but my patience with people, including myself, has been slipping further and further away until there's nothing left. I don't really /like/ people right now. I don't like myself, either. I don't like school, or work, or...well, you get the picture.

I keep telling myself that I just have to survive this one, last month, and then I'll be okay. After this, I don't have a class until July, and I've got an entire week off from work scheduled in May, the week of my birthday. With no assignments, and once I've got the main problems at the office nailed down (It's GIS. It's /always/ GIS.) then I can rest. I can relax.

But right now I'm staring at a half-finished paper that I just can't think of word one to write to continue it, and I strongly suspect that everything I previously wrote for it is entire crap, and I'm having real trouble thinking that I'm going to make it through that month.

So, I don't know. I just don't know.

Comments

[fadedstarx.livejournal.com]

(ponder ponder) I've been looking for an excuse to drag you around with me while I game shop (which was today), but I was deathly certain you'd be occupied with Oblivion. I even attributed your lack of entries this week to that. I wish I had known you were under the weather. :( But, if you really didn't want to be around people, I could understand that too. I have to actively avoid others to recharge, which is probably more often than it really needs to be.

[pyrephox.livejournal.com]

*chuckles* Sadly, I've been more time banging my head against my academic requirements than playing Oblivion this week. But thank you very much for the concern!

I'm pretty sure it's just end-of-the-semester burnout, combined with work stress, /and/ the mingled humiliation and pain of running into a door in a very public place. :)

We should likely try and arrange a meeting before Silent Hill, though! Otherwise, we may wander around helplessly through the crowds. :D

[fadedstarx.livejournal.com]

Well, I was going to let the hand of Fate guide me to you at the movie theater. But, you fucking went and enacted your right of mortal intervention. Fine, fine...

This coming weekend is a question mark for me, because I'm trying to do something so crazy that it requires me to disappear from sight from Thursday afternoon until Monday evening. The following weekend is a better bet, I would think. You seem like the type of person that hasn't a moment to spare during the week

My schedule: I'm done with my obligations for the day by 2pm on Mondays and Wednesdays. Tuesdays and Thursdays are the only days of the week where classes take up so much of it that I don't bother trying to fit anything else into them. Friday-Sunday, I goof off hardcore. There ya go. Or, you can just bug me via AIM. I'm "fadedstarx."

[pyrephox.livejournal.com]

Wednesdays and Thursdays are actually my best days. :) I've got gaming pretty much every day of the weekend, and work in the early afternoon. But after about four on Wed. and Thur. I am completely golden.

[soaringdragon42]

*hugs* I've done that before, it hurts!

I think there's something going around, I haven't been all that social either and don't really want to be. :)

[byzantienne]

Much, much sympathy on the half-finished paper thing.

I swear, I'm going to get mine done today if it kills me, and it very well might...